He tried to talk to me with his little broke english.
It is hard for me to understanding what he's trying to says.
18th June 2016 Morning
We suppose to have a dinner after my work but he didn't reply me msg for a whole day.
I thought he's gone. When he texted me back and I already got my dinner with friend later.
Evening
I felt bored and texted him again.
Unexpected we got a lot of things to talk ( of course with his broke english that I am not fully understanding ) I said I am hungry and let's go for supper in the nearest mcd in my area.
He came far away by grab with around 60rm.
He is not that good looking as my expected. Met and not talking much at the first 5 mins.
He went out for smoke and I order for my spicy chicken deluxe. On my own treat.
He said: Can I kiss you? I know you will say no if I straightly asked like now. But still I wanna ask.
I laugh, not really sure now to response to this.
He said he was rush to come and no wearing underwear and much cash now.
I shocked, Why he need to be rush?
He shows me his mother , korean ex , life and work photos on phone.
I am not responding much on it. Not sure what to do to this.
Around midnight 2am
He told me he left 10rm cash and phone dead.
This is the first time i worry about him, because I am the one who asking him goes this far to have supper with me. I need to make sure he could got home safety.
He kissed my lips as goodbye kiss and said he doesn't wanna use my money when I trying to book a grab for him.
Around midnight 4am
I found my msg still could reached his phone and I don't know whether he's safe or not.
I ordered uber and get back to mcd to find him. I asked the driver to drove to the shop around to find him. Still found nothing.
I got home around 5am and sleep with a heart full of worries.
19th June 2016
I woke up early in the morning and I found his msg.
Surprised that he still reply me in this morning, and he said he haven't sleep for a night.
We met at pavillion at the morning. He is wearing a sunglasses because the redness of staying up a whole night. I suggested to have my favourite nandos but he brought me to the KFC.
I got mad and feel bad for my first date. "Why I can't choose the restaurant that I like? "
I was going away from the KFC and get into a japanese restaurant.
I sat there for 15mins and asked myself.
He is not sleeping a whole night and went this far for me. I should not be this to him.
I get back to the restaurant and he is gone.
I called him and he said he's on the grab going home now.
I don't know why I asked him for the address and wish to talk to him.
At the end of the struggle story, we met at the China town.
He waited me there for 20 mins long, and I am worry he will be gone again.
He got a haircut during the 20mins of waiting.
We hugged when we met. And he hold my hand walking on the street.
He said he wanna bring me to his mother.
This is also the first time we take LRT to KLCC together.
I paid for our first movie and had our first kiss in the cinema just like a normal couple.
We hold each other hands walking in the park, took pictures. I was feeling great to be with this guy.
Even tho he is not speaking fluent in english.
Dinner time
He said he lose 7k money in casino this month.
and living in 200 budget a day. He wanted me to understand that.
I feel bad that not having a proper date.
He showed me his passport and wanted me to believe him.
22th June 2016
He needs to go Hong Kong later.
And I am working in a restaurant , still he came far for seeing me 2hours.
That day I feel happy with him and start to love this guy who always comes far for me.
23th June 2016
He got back from Hong Kong and I am waiting him 2 hours long in the mall.
I don't know why I could forgive him in the first 10 mins that I see him.
I know he takes a long journey in a day and we went for shisha.
The first night we had, in a very simple and crude hotel.
Never do this again.
Keep asking myself.
Is the relationship goes too fast and how he would think about me?
An easy girl and I am not.
He said wanna live around my place and we are looking a house for rent.
He told me his salary and budget wanted me to understand it.
He doesn't like the house I picked even tho he said just do whatever I like.
We met again for the movie at night .
He agreed me go to club with cousin at the night and didn't wanna go with me together.
He sent me a msg at midnight 2:49am and said I lied him because of he saw me talk with a guy who asked my number.
I out the club and looking for him straightly and he turned off his phone.
I went home and keep texting calling him.
Second morning he still no reply. I think he blocked me and really leave.
He finally texted me back at 9:45pm at the midnight.
We met at my place. This is the second time I invited a guy to my place after my first love.
He left me at 7 am.
Everything goes worse after this met.
To be continue.
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